I've lost touch of everything this was and what this life was supposed to be.
Cause it's not about money or trying to be Ms. Popularity.
Everytime I think I've got it and I'm sure I'm in the lead,
it all gets pulled out from underneath, leaving me wondering what it all means.
I'm so tired of being tired, I look forward to the day that I can get some rest,
maybe just a moment where theirs no regrets.
Am I the only one who feels like something just ain't right,
floating through this world thinking, is this really my life.
I'm halfway to the top, but I'm not sure where it goes to.
i'm midway through the door, I think it's open, should I go through.
I thought I'd be moving forward, maybe a few steps back,
but I feel I'm running in circles getting nowhere way too fast.
I wish that I could stop all this turning in my head
find a little peace, try to get some sleep,
But even in my dreams there's just no relief